One of the greatest thing in life for all is to make decision. And i am facing the greatest challenge in my life to decide...........

~"Hey! results out! Class 12 results are out!", one of my friend called me. I was so nervous hoping the best result to secure PROFESSIONAL in medicine i.e MBBS. I am a biology student and i have dropped maths before i actually faced mid-term examination last year. Maths was with me ever since i started my Education as pre-primary student or may be earlier than that as 1 2 3 and che ni sum zhe. But it was when i reached class 12 i decided to drop maths. I was with biology then.

I punched my Index number online. I closed my eyes, i couldn't withstand the tense i was feeling because my marks though Black and white in appearance decided my colours in my life ahead. My mom and dad just next to me prayed too. BUT what i see then is different than what i always dreamt of; because i had always been a topper i never expected my future would be this miserable.

My marks:

                          English: 77
                          Dzongkha: 78
                          Biology: 66
                          Chemistry: 77
                          Physics: 88

Can you believe it? My main subject lets me down! You can just see how my future is. If i would have taken maths its sure i would have qualified for Engineering. "I wish i would" <--- Final words that ends up my life~

Don't feel pity. Its not real. What i wrote is just my Imagination. Nothings true. I thought of dropping maths and dropped it today. But my whole day seemed so vain, nothing was cheering me up. I was thinking whether i did take a good decision. After i reached home, it was the above imagination that made me change my own decision. I am taking back maths.

Class 12 or say this year is the only year we must struggle because it shapes how we are going to stay in future. Its the only and final year. Such times wouldn't pass by your path forever in your life. Struggle the only year and see what it does to your life ahead. I am Tashi Jamtsho, and i have never backed up any difficulties in life or will I. I have my will. I will take both and struggle THIS YEAR rather suffer whole life. Friends see by your self; struggle this year? struggle forever?